Lost

Yesterday I had a moment (in the bathroom no less.) It occurred to me that where I'm living right now is not home. It's a pleasant enough house, and I love the garden...but it's not me. I didn't really acknowledge until recently the strong effect my environment has on me, but I do know now it's very important. I need to move out of this town and to a house that feels like home. I know people say home is where you make it, but if you try and try and it's still not right, then you have to change something. So I'm back to bellyaching about trying to find somewhere to "be me". I don't know where it is yet. But I've got another person, 3 cats and a dog along for the ride now too.

[not my place]

Monday Monday

Dear Blogworld,
It's been 2 months since my last confession.

MsCheesePlease reminded me of the existence of blogs this morning (via Facebook, of course. I've said it before, and I'll say it again...if you really want to get any idea of what I'm up to, FB friend me.) ...What's a blog, said I.

Apparently "It's that thing you used to like to do but then it became stressful and mostly just a painful obligation so the longer you don't blog, the more guilty you feel about it and the harder it becomes to start up again."

Aha! thought I. I have no obligation, because no-one reads me anyway.
But decided to do a post all the same.